My Personal Recovery Credo FAITH is seeing light with all your heart when all your eyes see is darkness. HOPE is being able to see the light despite all of the darkness. LOVE is the light. Welcome... I'm Adam Freeman and these are my letters to Kayleigh. I've struggled immensely with addiction since the death …
Adder-DONE
Dear Kayleigh, Hi baby girl...I am sorry but I have a perfectly good reason for not writing you all week. Daddy was going through some serious withdrawals. I am proud to say that this past Monday was a big step in my life. I have thrown away the last of my Adderall and will NEVER …
Iceberg…Straight Ahead!
Dear Kayleigh, When I was in grade-school, book reports were often the most feared and disliked assignment. The time and effort it took to complete one with a passing grade should've been considered as child abuse. At least, that's what I felt at the time. I never would have imagined it would impact me so …
Back to the Basics
Dear Kayleigh, Hey peanut. I hope you had less rain than we did today. 😉 After my recovery meeting the other night, I really started to think of the direction I needed to take and what decisions I need to make. Some are going to be really tough. But, in order for me to fully …
I was SO Wrong!
Dear Kayleigh, So I had a great session with my counselor yesterday. I felt really good afterwards and I'm not sure why because I barely let Celi ask me any questions. I jabbered the whole session, but I felt relieved to share what's bottled up inside. Now that I've started these letters to you, I …
Failing Forward
Dear Kayleigh, I'm sorry...I know, I feel bad I didn't write yesterday, but trust me that I was and still am really excited about what I wanted to share with you. Being a Freeman, I know darn well you're teasing me, giving me a guilt trip about what's more important in life. You know what? …
Yep…that’s about right!
Dear Kayleigh, I hope you are having a great day, running around playing with the other children. I'm sure you had a better view of the fireworks last night than I did. We cooked out and walked up to the school across the street and as we stood on this big hill, we could see …
Sweet Butterfly
Dear Kayleigh, It's been a long time since I've written and I'm sorry. I'm excited that on my first day going to counseling, Celi (short for Cecilia, as if that's not a sign from Grandma) gave me this great idea on how I can break this writing problem I've had since you went to Heaven. …
